What is forever really? Forever seems to last an eternity simply because the definition of the meaning is just that. But forever can mean an instant, a fleeting moment, that you look back on and seems to be only a fraction of time.

The same thing can be said for the meaning of instant. What is that really? A few seconds? Yet those few seconds can seem to drag on forever.


Lately I have been feeling that not my emotions or feelings, but thoughts have been bottled up. I construct scenarios in my mind of how I can tell these thoughts to others without hurting them or without being too forward. I have no intention of hurting myself. I just desire straight, black and white and to the point answers to the questions I have. A land of "maybes" is something I cannot dwell in for long. There is an uncertainty of my ability to go forward in such a gray area, and I have been feeling at a standstill for much too long.